Day after another things start to make sins and outcover...
Even though you have got this far u dont feel relaxed because of what i call mind digger!!!

Its far behind your control and dealing with it havnt been figure...
Being censumed by it makes nothing of you, it makes you suffer!!!

Living with out giving it any attention that clever...
However i may seem depressed but that never been a full day on my calender!!!
Momently feeling it hits me fast and fast it fade as ever...

The smile was my friend since my birth it keep hiding away my bitter...
I like it maybe because it makes me more liked to people and they think of me as an out speaker!!!

I dont remember that i have hurt someone or was a breaker...
But for some reason all what good i do by time it melts as fast as tea suger!!!

That what makes my fist-grab for life chances grows weaker...
What should i do more than running from the truth to any shelter???

I dont want to get to the point when i say 'IT DOSENT MATTER'...
I hope no one get to that because its a big life shaker!!!
Its a drak room when it gets draker to the bichblack that menas its pulling you deeper???
As deep as you get it becomes a call or more like a sign to the soul taker.!?

Keep the spirit inside of you up knowing that there is somthing out there and for it u should be a hacker...

Maybe all what i just said i said it to myself after looking at my life wide open picture...
But as sad as i get or by my heart shame tears to me eyes runs closer!!!
It all end up with a smile knowing that by raising my hand up high there will be for it a holder!!!

May god bring peace upon us and upon life to be less stubborn...
Till the day we all stand infrant of our god asking for his pure well to be taking under his integrity cover!!!